Aubrey

[this will always be about you]

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 00:13:50 GMT

so Dan is an idiot. and we're over. with no words or drama or anything, we're just over.

I will never hang out with Bre and Colton ever again I think. all they do is make out and shit and its just gross and i hate it.

i dont want Colby to be friends with them either. i dont know why but i get this jealous feeling when i think about them being friends, i like it better when he doesn't like them. i wish i didnt miss Colby. i dont even know. i know he doesnt like me otherwise he'd call/text me. which he does.. but its not everyday like some of the other boys that like me.
ugh.
but Jessi is right, if it doesn't work out something better will come along. always does. so it makes me wonder how amazing the person im going to marry is.

i dont even know.
i have a lot of thoughts swarming through my head right now but i dont know how to put them down in words. im almost afraid to i think. and its too time consuming. i almost find having a journal pointless because its writing down things i already know. but its also a useful outlet which i know is why i use it.

-tries to think of what to say-
canvas longing: i'd rather be hostile and in the end be the one doing the leaving.
welcome to my world.

Open wrists talk back again

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 20:05:18 GMT

uhm so its been a while since ive updated and im only updating because Heather told me to. hahaa

uhm not much has been going on. i walked home from summer school today so that sucked. but i passed one of my tests with a 78! wooooo but its only because i cheated hahahha.. SHHHHH

i dont even know. Dan wants back with me and I kind of want back with him. we're supposed to hang out today we'll see if that actually happens and how that goes. -makesaface- i miss him. i hope we hang out.

i have to start packing soon for Florida to see my daddyyyyyy ^^ Im excited for that too. idk.

thats all i have to say lol <3

friends only.

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 03:49:01 GMT

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